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THE INHERITANCE: NOT A STORY FOR MOTHER’S DAY

This story was published in Black Petals in 2006. I recently submitted the story to another publisher saying that I am sending it now, because if published, I did not want it published anywhere near Mother’s Day.

                                          THE INHERITANCE                                      

May lay deathly still, listening, as her two daughters, Joan and Heidi, searched through her belongings looking for treasure.  Joan was the first to speak, “I hope the old bat dies before the end of the month.  That would save us a month’s rent.’

Heidi answered, “Quiet Joan, she’ll hear you.”

Joan replied, “Are you kidding?  She’s toast.  Even her doctor can’t explain what keeps her going.”

May Connors, age 62; lay dying in her bed in the small bedroom of her apartment in the assisted living wing of The Towers Nursing Home.  She appeared as a corpse ready for burial, her face ashen and her jaw slack.  Only the rare rise and fall of her chest brought home the fact that her withered body still harbored life.  Cancer had ravaged her physically just as cruel circumstances had ravaged her existence.  At one time her life was full of promise.  Now she had nothing, nothing but the cruel words of her daughters that seared into her brain.

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May’s mind wandered back to when her daughters were young.  Five-year old Joan would say, “I love you mom, you’re the bestest mother in the whole world.”

Three-year-old Heidi would add, “I love mom.”

Those moments made the sacrifices she made for her daughters worthwhile.  Now her daughters’ cruel words blotted out the love she once held so close.

May clung to life with the hope that her two daughters, distant for so long, would show a measure of love for her before she died.  With her daughters’ words she knew that would not be.  The love she had sheltered in her heart became a cold hate.  A desire for revenge replaced her will to live.  Locked in the prison of her body, May’s mind and soul were tormented with the desire to somehow confront the shallowness, the evil her daughters exhibited.

As May’s determination for revenge grew, she heard Joan say, “I always liked this knife set from Switzerland.  It would look nice in my kitchen.”

Heidi snickered, “As if you’d ever use them to cook.”

Joan moaned, “I didn’t say I’d use them.  I said they would look nice.”

Heidi said, “You can have the knives if I can have the antique mirror.  I’ve always admired the frame and it would look good in my bedroom.”

Before she could help herself Joan commented, “On the ceiling of course!”  Both women laughed hysterically while May’s brain did a slow burn.

Joan said, “Since that’s settled, let’s go through the rest of this junk and see what we want.  What’s left can go straight to the dumpster out back.”

Then Heidi said, “Especially the crap she’s made over the years.  What about her clothes?

Joan replied, “Try to find a dress without food stains that she can be buried in and bag the rest for Goodwill.”

As her daughters mocked all that she held dear, May remembered a life of disappointment and tragedy.

                                                * * *

May recalled five months ago when she visited Dr. Stevens.

“I came for a checkup doctor.  I’ve felt rundown lately and have been losing weight.”

Dr. Stevens said, “We’ll run some tests and give you a physical.  That should tell us what’s going on.”

Two weeks later May sat in Dr. Stevens’ office.  The look on his face told May that the news was not good. 

“May, we have discovered your problem.  You have pancreatic cancer.  It has spread to your liver and stomach.  I’m so sorry”

May was in shock.  The rest of Dr. Stevens’ words tumbled into a blur.  He went on to talk about options and a realistic assessment of the time May had left, but the words seemed unreal.

The deadly cells had been spreading their evil throughout her body even as she planned her future.  May had thoughts of growing old and seeing her daughter’s lives blossom.  Now these alien cells did more than plan; they determined her future.

Life had dealt her many blows in the past, but May had always persevered.  It seemed distant now, but her life was once a dream, a dream that slowly crumbled.  May married late in life yet still managed to have two healthy daughters.  She quit her job as an interior decorator and devoted her life to raising her children.  Her husband Charlie’s salary as vice president at a local bank provided more than enough to enable the family to live comfortably.  Then the life she planned began to fall apart.

One day, as he did every day, Charlie kissed May and said, “I love you, see you tonight.”  She never took that kiss for granted for she knew how much he loved her.  But she never saw her Charlie again that night, or any other night.

Later that day, the phone rang and May answered.  She recognized the hysterical voice on the line.  It was Charlie’s secretary.  “Charlie had a heart attack.  They’re taking him to Glen Grove Hospital.  I can’t believe it, oh May.”

May rushed to the hospital. A doctor, Dr. Perkins, slowly approached her, and then said, “I’m the doctor that first saw Mr. Connors.  I’m sorry Mrs. Connors. We did everything we could.  Your husband passed away.”  Her Charlie, at the age of fifty and fit, died of a massive heart attack.

When her daughters graduated from high school, they also exited May’s life.  Joan and Heidi two years apart in age went off to college and never returned.  They both chose careers in business and both rose rapidly on their respective corporate ladders.  Joan became a manager at a major pharmaceutical company.  Heidi worked her way up to chief buyer for a major department store.  Neither woman had any thoughts of marriage and would not even think of sharing their lives with children.  They wanted their lives to be their own.  They lived well and traveled extensively.  There was no room in their existence for anyone else.  May’s hopes for grandchildren and family gatherings were dashed. 

May’s lifestyle went downhill rapidly.  In the ten years that followed, May found menial work and seldom saw her daughters.  When her children did visit they would suggest she start selling some of the possessions she and Charlie had accumulated over the years.  They never offered to help their mom financially.

Shortly after a course of chemotherapy, May suffered a stroke leaving the left side of her body paralyzed and her unable to communicate.  Her daughters arranged for a placement in an assisted living residence.  May’s home and possessions were mostly sold.  The rest were kept to furnish her small room.

  Now May was dying while her daughters scurried through her tiny apartment like vultures waiting for the end so they could pick May’s life clean.  Their mistake was that their greed would not allow them to wait until their mother was gone.

Two days later May died.  Her daughters got their wish and split the money they would have paid on another month’s rent.  But May also left them much more than money, she left revenge.

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It had been months since May’s death.  Joan and her sister had picked over their mother’s possessions and wound up disposing of almost everything the old women owned.   Joan found counter space for her mother’s knife set in her immaculate kitchen, a kitchen seldom used.

One day Joan’s friend Phyllis dropped by with the makings of a salad and a bottle of wine.  Phyllis drew one of the fine Swiss knives from its wooden holder and noticed a flaw.  It was a large knife and there appeared to be a cloudy area on one side of the blade.  Phyllis asked her friend, “What is this mark?”  Joan took the knife to the sink and tried to clean it without success.

“I’ve never noticed that mark before,” Joan said.

Phyllis asked, “Have you ever used the knife before?”  She then replaced the knife in its holder, chose another and prepared the salad.

The next day Joan dragged herself into the kitchen to clean up Phyllis’ salad mess when she noticed the flawed knife on the counter.  “Now how did that get there?” she said to herself.  As Joan studied the flaw it changed, became more defined.  Minutes passed as Joan began to recognize something taking shape.  She suddenly screamed, as the imperfection on the knife blade slowly became the smiling face of her mother.  The image sharpened and the blade began to move.  Joan backed away.  The blade followed.  Finally, she was cornered in the kitchen.  She closed her eyes.  On the front of her slacks she could feel a pressure followed closely by a searing pain in her abdomen.  Something warm and wet fell onto her feet.  She looked down to see the purple-tinged ropes of her intestines on the floor.  She looked up to see the knife back away, then come rapidly toward the middle of her chest.

* * *

Heidi had hung her mother’s mirror in the bedroom where she often enjoyed admiring her trim figure in its reflection.  It hung on the wall near the bathroom and she would smile as she glanced at her naked body fresh from the shower.

One day, while applying her makeup, Heidi noticed a cloudy area on the mirror.  She tried to clean it but it only became larger.  She hoped she wouldn’t need to have the glass replaced. 

Heidi awoke early a few days later to catch a flight to France.  She was now the chief buyer at the store and had been looking forward to this trip for some time.  After her shower, she entered the darkened bedroom.  As the mirror caught the image of her naked body, the cloudiness in the mirror began to glow.  She stepped closer to examine it.  An image began to take shape.  Looking at her was the smiling face of her mother.  Heidi screamed as the glass exploded.  Shards penetrated her eyes.  She could feel the vitreous humor and thicker blood flow down her face.  With gentle pressure the twin shards were pushed further into her brain.

                                                    * * *

Six feet beneath her blanket of earth, in the dank blackness of her coffin, a visage of peace crept across May Connor’s decaying face.  One might even say the ravaged face smiled.

                                                 THE END

August 30, 2025 at 3:31 pm Leave a comment

MY LIFE WITH MILLIE AND SAM: THE FINISH

                              MY LIFE WITH MILLIE AND SAM

                                                                        10/16/2021

Millie was losing even more weight, and her arthritis was causing her great pain. She hadn’t eaten for two days. So, I made one of the most difficult calls I have ever made in my life. I called the vet’s office and said it was time. I drove her to the vet. Went inside to tell them we were in the parking lot. As I walked back to my car there was Millie lying on the back seat looking at me with her beautiful eyes full of love.

A vet who has known Millie all her life came into the exam room and immediately said by the smell she could tell the problem was her kidneys.

The process went very fast. First Millie got something to make her sleep. Millie was standing and just keeled over. The vet said it was not usually so dramatic. Next came the injection which would relieve Millie of all her pain and sleep forever.

Millie is gone now but will never be forgotten.

Update                                                               6/27/2025

Since this story was first written my cat, Sammy, has died at the age of 17. I have never been much of a cat person, but after 17 years I must say Sammy grew on me. However, Sammy being Sammy, I’m not sure of Sammy enjoying having me around.

August 18, 2025 at 1:58 pm Leave a comment

MY LIFE WITH MILLIE AND SAM: CONTINUED

She came home with us, and we crated her in the living room, then went upstairs in our split-level home to go to sleep. Millie began crying. We thought she missed her siblings, but she was missing company. Once moved to our bedroom, the crying stopped.

In September my wife went on vacation, and I was left with un-house-broken Millie. I brought Millie into the sunroom and closed the door to the rest of the house. Armed with paper towels and a host of cleaners I was prepared to clean up after Millie until she learned where to do what had to be done. Eventually she learned to go to the back yard and do her business. Before she left on vacation Joni said Millie should not go on the couch in the sunroom. I figured, okay, I would lie on the couch and Millie would lie on my chest. The rules were met somewhat. To make a long story short that couch was one of her favorite places. She loved to lie down with her head on pillows. She loved pillows. The couch is now heavily stained with ripped cushions. But Millie was happy on her couch and that is what mattered.

Joni enrolled Millie in a dog training school. I went along with them but had to stop. While all the dogs were walking in a circle on leashes Millie would come over to me to say hello.

As with most dogs Millie became more than a pet. She was a member of our family.

 I remember when our cat did something unacceptable. Joni sprayed water on the cat, and the criminal ceased the activity. When Millie did something Joni did not approve of she sprayed Millie. Millie loved it. During the winter Millie would break through ice to get to water.

Millie has such a mild personality. Sometimes our cat, Sammy, would sleep on Millie’s bed or Millie’s favorite chair. Now Millie was at least seven- or eight-times Sammy’s size, but she would not bother the cat. Millie would come to me looking up as if to say, “Dad do something.” When we would pass a barking dog on walks, Millie looked as if she was thinking ‘What’s your problem’?

When Millie grew old and somewhat confused, if she wanted me to do something she would stamp her left front paw. How she learned that I have no idea. As I tried to figure out what she wanted she would go to her bed and lie down forgetting that she wanted something.

There are two incidents in Millie’s I will never forget.

One day Millie went to the backyard when nature called. She began barking. Millie never barks. I went out to investigate and there she was challenging a groundhog which had reared up on its back legs. Not a good sign. After I saw what was going on I went into the house and got a broom to chase the groundhog away. But for some reason I chose a different tactic. I hit Millie on the head to get her attention, allowing the trespasser time to escape.

The second event could have been disastrous.

Millie has only left the backyard twice, crawling under the fence. She barks when she wants to be let back in. One day, no barking. She was outside for a long time, so I went out looking for her. No Millie. We live on a very busy street. In was close to Christmas so the street was busier than normal. I heard horns blaring and went out front to see what was going on. Traffic was stopped in both directions and there sat Millie on the double yellow lines. How she got there without getting killed I’ll never know. I called her to come, and she did with what I thought was a guilty look on her face.

With advancing age Millie became more and more confused and developed arthritis. And not long ago she stopped eating dog food. She was losing weight. The vet told me I should cook for her. I made her scrambled eggs or pancakes for breakfast and pork chops, fish sticks or chicken for dinner. But eventually she ceased to eat human food. I could see the end was approaching, fast.

August 15, 2025 at 1:35 pm Leave a comment

ELMO’S INVENTION, CHAPTER 13

ELMO’S INVENTION

CHAPTER 13

THE FUTURE OF ELMO’S TIME MACHINE

Kingsley walked home with today’s paper from tomorrow.  He was deep in thought and anxious to organize them.  As soon as he got home he retrieved a pad and pencil, opened the paper, and while reading took copious notes.  His expression grew grave as he worked and highlighted the articles and sections he thought were important.  Once this was accomplished he prepared for bed knowing he would get little sleep.  The next morning, he awoke from the restless night he had spent with anticipation of his meeting with Elmo.  After a meager breakfast he placed a call to his friend.

Elmo answered the phone, and Kingsley could hear the anticipation in his voice.  This did not do much for Kingsley’s spirit.  “Elmo, this is Kingsley.  I thought we might get together and have a discussion about your machine.  Would six tonight be okay?”

“Sure,” Elmo responded.  “I can’t wait to talk to you about it.  It’s all I can think about.”

Mildred was listening and instantly knew the subject of the conversation.  She tried to hide her growing apprehension thinking about the last time her husband’s invention was made public with its possibility.

Kingsley arrived at precisely 6:00PM to Mildred waiting with a steaming mug of tea.  She said, “Elmo is so excited to talk to you.”  She looked at Kingsley’s expression and could detect his uneasiness.  She said no more, and Kingsley walked down the stairs to the cellar.

“Kingsley, my friend, I’m so glad you came.  I can’t wait to talk to you about the prospects of patenting my machine.”

Kingsley was known for his directness, and Elmo expected that now, but to say he was less than enthusiastic about what he heard would be a stretch.

Holding the paper obtained during his time travel, Kingsley referred to his pad of notes although he knew exactly what he needed to say.  “Elmo, I’ve highlighted some sections and articles in this paper.  Areas where your time machine would have an impact. First of all, let’s consider the future of your time machine. Once its existence was known, companies would clammer for the rights to mass produce the device. And if you did not agree to release the patent, we know how the world works. Details of the patent would be leaked. With details of your machine and slight changes, companies would begin production. Countries which are known not to observe patents, namely China and Russia, would also begin to mass produce time machines with little or no thought to the consequences. 

“Elmo, use of your time machine would destroy society as we know it.”

It was then Elmo noticed that the entire sports section was marked. It seemed the entire newspaper was highlighted with copious notes in the margins. He looked up at his friend.

“First of all, your machine could spell the end of sports betting both legal and illegal. Actually, it would spell doom for all sports.  If just one person knew the future and the outcome of any sporting event and sold that information, well you can see what would happen.”

As Elmo continued to study the paper Kingsley went on.  “Keep in mind that one person selling information scenario.  What would happen if the future of the stock market was known?  Think of the effect that would have on the economy of the entire world. What would happen if the future value of all the monies of the world was known?”

March 13, 2025 at 3:10 pm Leave a comment

ELMO’S INVENTION, CHAPTER 3

                                                  ELMO’S INVENTION

                                                        CHAPTER 3

                                       THE TIME MACHINE

When Elmo did arrive home that night, Mildred was full of vinegar.  As he walked through the door, she shouted, “In God’s name, Elmo, what on earth are you going to do with an iron lung?”

Elmo’s eyes brightened, “It came!  I can’t wait to begin my next project.”

Mildred repeated, with added anger, “WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH AN IRON LUNG, AND HOW MUCH DID THIS THING COST?”  She could see Elmo’s eyes glaze over when he first heard of its delivery.  In the past, this had never been a good sign of things to come.

“Mildred, I’m going to build a time machine.”

Mildred stared at Elmo with the heat of hostility in her eyes, and said, “You are forbidden to use any of my mother’s China,”

Elmo, trying to look contrite, said, “Mil, that will never happen again.  I promise you.  Anyway, this experiment requires live subjects.

Mildred shouted at the top of her lungs, “I AM NOT GOING INTO THAT THING!”

“My dear, I will never use a person until my theory is proven.  But there will come a time when I need a volunteer.”

“Not me.”

“I can assure you, my beloved, it will not be you.”

Mildred gazed into Elmo’s eyes and felt no comfort.  He had been known, in the heat of a scientific effort, to go back on his oath.

* * *

Many months passed during which Mildred was not allowed to venture into the cellar.  Elmo forbad her entry until the equipment for his experiment was completed.  If she needed anything from below, he would gladly get it for her.  Just to ensure his secrecy, he attached a sturdy padlock on the outside of the cellar door and he had the only key.  All this security did not do much to increase Mildred’s comfort level.

Then one sunny Saturday morning Elmo announced, “Mil, my time machine is finished.  I can’t wait to show it to you.”

With a great deal of trepidation, Mildred followed Elmo down the cellar stairs where a large shape was concealed under a canvass shroud.  Mildred could tell that Elmo wanted to build mystery while he presented his invention.

“Now, my dear, I present to you Elmo’s Time Machine.”

He pulled at the canvass, and there beneath was the iron lung, but greatly altered.  If it had been decades later, Mildred would have said, “The tanning bed has already been invented,” for that is what Elmo’s invention resembled.

Elmo beamed as his wife beheld his creation.  The top of the iron lung had been altered.  It was now hinged to allow someone to climb in and lie down.  The base held a complex array of dials and meters, the controls of the device.

Mildred looked in wonder at the device, and she couldn’t help it.  Her curiosity got the best of her.  She had seen the results of Elmo’s past experiments, but in spite of herself, she had to ask, “Elmo, what does it do?”

“I told you, Mil, it’s my Time Machine.”

Then she noticed, for the first time, cages of rats and asked, “What are the rats for?  And if any escape you are going to be in so much trouble.”

Elmo forced a smile, for he knew Mildred had a temper.  He had already pushed the limits of her anger more than once and did not care to explore that territory again.  He explained, “They are the test subjects.  You didn’t expect me to get in there for the first test.”

Mildred recalled the experiment with her china teacup, and said, “I would hope not.”  Yet Elmo could not miss the brief smile that appeared on her face.

Elmo hurried to interject, “I need live subjects for this device,” as he pointed to the rats.  “Let me explain my theory to you.  It is quite …” He was thinking of saying simple, but instead said, “Complicated,” for he knew Mildred would require the simplest of explanations.

Mildred sat down and prepared herself for an explanation that she was sure would be long and one she would not understand.

Elmo began, “I’ve been thinking, for quite some time now, about the universe and Albert Einstein’s famous equation, E = mc².  We consider space to be infinite.  I reasoned that if the speed of light was constant, then the relationship between mass and energy must also be constant.  Therefore, in the infinity of space, matter and energy do have a limit.

“My thinking settled on the constant of the speed of light, c².  What if the speed of light could be changed; then, to keep everything in equilibrium, time would also have to change, if c² was to remain a constant.  It’s pretty simple really, to change time you merely have to change the speed of light.

“As we know from Einstein, everything is relative.  So, I toyed with the idea of changing the speed of light to change time.  If c² was truly a constant, I could go forward or backward in time depending on how I changed the speed of light.  If this held to be true, if I could increase the speed of light, time would slow.  If I were able to slow the speed of light, time would increase.”

Mildred stared at Elmo and said, “My head hurts.”

Elmo, of course, disregarded this comment and pressed on.  “I then designed a chamber with a series of magnets and mirrors to manipulate the speed of light.  If the concept of relativity held, then time in the chamber would adjust to the varying speeds of light.  The result is my Time Machine.  I know that time machines are something out of science fiction.  Fictional time machines would transport the subject into the past or future.  Always, transporting into the past, as most stories go, had the risk of changing the future.  I reasoned that going into the future had the same risks.  Because, that future would be someone’s past.  Therefore, to make as little impact as possible, my machine stays here, only the subject travels. You can’t imagine how difficult this thought process was to ensure absolute safety.

“I’m sure I can’t,” mumbled Mildred.

“However, there were important precautions that needed to be considered. Namely, viruses, fungi and bacteria that might travel along, in either direction, with the time traveler. You see, my dear, all clothing worn by the time traveler must be thoroughly sanitized along with the traveler and the machine. We wouldn’t carry any unknowns into the time being explored. By the same token, everything the time traveler wore would, along with the machine and the traveler, also need to be sanitized when he returned. I plan to work out any other details which may arise.” 

“I’m sure you will,” Mildred said while rolling her eyes.

Once his lecture was completed, Elmo smiled. He was filled with his own brilliance.

Mildred loved her husband, loved his eccentricities, but this was too much to swallow.  “Elmo, remember my teacup.  You had that all figured out too.”

Elmo could see he was losing ground with Mildred, but he held firm.  “Mildred, my dear, this invention is much different.  With my earlier machine, granted, I had not worked out all the details.  My matter transference machine had a few quirks that just needed to be worked out.  Granted, I may have used it prematurely.  However, my time machine has been through extensive planning and calculations, and, of course, it will need to be tested.  I’m sure that it will work. The difference with this invention is that it will need a living subject.

“This sounds very familiar, Elmo.  You assured me that my teacup would be safe, and now it is gone.”

Elmo rapidly interjected, “This machine is fool proof.”  He noticed Mildred’s eyebrows rise when he said the word ‘fool’.  He continued, “I have gone over my calculations again and again.  I’m sure it will work.”

Mildred sat looking at Elmo and he could read the doubt on her face.  He knew he had to talk fast.  Also, he needed someone to witness the test of his invention, to witness history being made.”

Finally, Mildred said, “As long as none of my china is involved, I guess I can watch.”

Elmo beamed, “Watch this, Mil.  This test of my Time Machine will be recorded in history books.”

Elmo went to a cage, selected a rat, and settled the animal into his machine’s chamber and closed the lid.  He set the time advance device for one year and the length of the journey for ten minutes.  If all went right, and he was sure it would, the rat should disappear, and after ten minutes, reappear from its trip into the future.  Through a small porthole at the top of the chamber he observed the rat, expecting the animal to disappear. 

Once the machine was started, a series of blinding flashes filled the chamber, along with heavy mist.  In seconds the mist cleared, and Elmo looked down on the rat.  Nothing happened to the rat.

Once the supposed ten-minute trip was over, Elmo raised the lid of the chamber, and the rat calmly stared into his face.  The experiment was a failure.

Elmo was sure of his calculations.  He looked at Mildred, who was shaking her head, not saying anything.  “Dear, it didn’t work.

“I’m sure it was a valiant attempt, Elmo, but not everything goes the way you expect.”

Gazing at the rat, Elmo decided to give it another try.  “My dear,” he said, “maybe there is an unforeseen limitation in the apparatus.  Perhaps it does not function correctly for such a short time span as one year.

“I shall attempt to send my subject twenty years into the future.”  He adjusted the dials and initiated the machine’s process.  Once again the interior of the chamber began to flash, and a heavy blanket of mist obscured the interior.  After the mist cleared, Elmo gazed at the skeleton of the rat.

Mildred observed the same result, and with a hint of sarcasm in her voice, said, “Elmo, you have apparently invented a process to kill rats, but first you have to catch them.”  As she looked at her husband, she immediately regretted her comment.  He was devastated by the results.  She went to him and gave him a hug, and said, “I’m sure it just needs a little fine-tuning.”  Knowing Elmo wanted to be alone, she went upstairs and left him in the cellar with his machine and thoughts.

Elmo spent the next few hours going over all his diagrams and compared them to the device he constructed.  No fault became readily apparent.  “Maybe there was some kind of power fluctuation that caused some sort of anomaly.  That’s it.  That has to be it.”

With new invigoration, Elmo went to the cages and selected another rat which he deposited in the chamber.  He first set all the controls to zero and then duplicated the conditions of the last experiment.  Once again flashes, and then a dense mist filled the chamber.  When the mist cleared, he hurried to observe the results only to see another rat skeleton.

“It’s a failure.  I’m a failure,” he shouted.”

After climbing the stairs Mildred heard Elmo’s muffled shouts.  She knew he was feeling down and went out of her way not to antagonize him.  She had learned when to be playful and when to be serious with her husband.

Elmo came up the stairs and sat in the living room, in the dark, until dinner was ready.  He pondered the results of his experiment.  There was no doubt that something had happened, but what?  Why should a rat survive when the machine was set for one year, yet not survive when the time was set for 20 years?  He racked his brain but could not come up with the answer.  He had gone over the wiring diagram and compared it to the machine; everything was fine.  Perhaps there was a problem with the basic science. Blocking out the world around him, he let his mind wander for an answer.  After a short time, a smile grew on his face and, he shouted, “That’s it!  That’s it!” and began dancing around the living room.

Mildred sometimes thought that he suffered from manic depression.  Elmo’s actions now only strengthened that opinion.  She mentally prepared herself and called, “Elmo, dinner.”

Her husband lightly danced into the dining room, held her in his arms and danced to his own inner music.  He whirled Mildred around and there was joy in his eyes.  Mildred tried to catch her breath, and then asked, “Why are you so happy, Elmo?  Your experiment failed.  At first nothing happened, you tried again and killed the rat.  I wouldn’t call that a reason to be happy.”

Elmo giggled and replied, “You missed it.  I tried again and killed yet a second rat.”

Mildred questioned, “And you call that a success, something to celebrate?”

“Well, in the strictest sense of the word, it was not a success, but something happened within that chamber.  I’m considering my experiment a partial, tentative success.  Better yet, I think I know what happened.”

“Then what did happen, Elmo?”

“I’m not going to say just yet.  I need to run a few more experiments.  Tomorrow, after work, I’m going to Brooker’s farm.”

“You mean the farm where we buy our eggs?”

“That’s right, Mil.  I need some very special eggs, historical eggs.”

Mildred stared at Elmo and now was sure he was manic.

February 11, 2025 at 5:45 pm Leave a comment

ELMO’S INVENTION, CHAPTER 1

                                     ELMO’S INVENTION

                                              CHAPTER 1

                                     ELMO’S WORKSHOP

“Mildred,” Elmo Baker shouted, “Come down here.  I have something important to show you.”  Standing at the base of the cellar stairs, Elmo was in his usual excited state when a project was completed.  Of medium build, with a broad face and a mass of curly black hair, Elmo’s passion was science, physics in particular.   Mildred, with great trepidation, began walking down the stairs to the cellar.  At the base of the stairs stood Elmo, beaming, not a good sign, and Mildred could tell by the twinkle in his eye as she approached her husband, that a demonstration or explanation of an invention was about to take place.  And that twinkle would slowly if the experiment failed, which was often the case. 

The year was 1966, and Mildred loved Elmo so, but shortly after their marriage three years ago, it became clear how intense Elmo’s love for science was and that love would follow them all of their lives.  Mildred loved Elmo’s sense of curiosity but not the prospect of cleaning up the destruction, the mess of a failed experiment. 

 “Come here, Mil, I’ve got something to show you.” Elmo held out his hand to Mildred and said, “You have got to see this.  I’m ready to make the first test.”

Mildred was not looking forward to what Elmo might present to her.  Her husband was one of the first ‘dumpster divers’.  Los Alamos was the government facility known for its research of the atom, and it was where Elmo worked. And he knew that when an experiment failed, some of the materials that went into the effort were tossed, deemed trash. Lab bosses also discarded equipment they considered ‘obsolete’ to be replaced by the latest version.  But Elmo thought of this trash as treasure.  This was much to Elmo’s benefit and was the source that supplied his cellar laboratory.  At the end of his workday at his Los Alamos lab, Elmo would back his car up to the dumpster area and go to work.  On many days, he would come home with the backseat of his Chevy filled with scientific odds and ends.  To Elmo, Los Alamos’ trash was the building blocks of his inventions.

 Elmo led Mildred to the corner of the cellar where he had his workbench and lab of the cellar.  The remainder of the room was occupied by the usual accumulation of life which now had no use but never thrown away.  Below a bare overhead bulb was his invention.  Which looked to Mildred like and iron lung, one she had seen delivered. Elmo could see the confusion on his wife’s face, and proudly said, “Doll, I have invented a time machine.”

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  Mildred kept her love for Elmo strong, although that could be difficult at times. 

Elmo was two years older than Mildred.  He was handsome, but that was not what had attracted Mildred to him.  It was his passion for a new curiosity he discovered, usually scientific. He found the world of science fascinating, with the wonder of a child enthralled by a rattle. At times he could sit for hours just thinking and occasionally smiling.  However, the toys that mystified him were sometimes slightly more dangerous than a toy.  

Mildred could not recall how many times Elmo called from the cellar, “Call the fire department!”  Shortly thereafter, dense smoke would issue from the open cellar door and begin to fill the kitchen.  This was long before 911 existed.  Mildred knew the phone number of the local fire department by heart.

She recalled the time Elmo constructed two small chambers attached by wires to an intricate control device with a host of dials and flashing lights.  The device was meant to transfer objects through space.  He wanted to test the machine before building the full-scale model.

Unfortunately for Mildred, she had been busy in the cellar doing some unpacking.  She wanted to display in her hutch the beautiful delicate six china teacups and saucers her mother had left her.  She knew exactly where they were packed and couldn’t wait to see them again.

The search did not take long, and while admiring one of the cups, she heard Elmo mutter, “I need something small.”  He happened to glance at Mildred and exclaimed, “Perfect.”

Before she realized what her husband was up to, he grabbed a cup and put it in one of the chambers.

“Elmo, what are you doing?  That was my mother’s cup!” shouted Mildred. “It’s precious to me.”

Elmo was only half listening as he began turning dials and focusing his attention on the chamber containing the cup.  “Don’t worry, Mildred.  Your cup is perfectly safe.  I’m just going to send it to the chamber at the other end of my workbench.”

Much to Mildred’s surprise, her vision of the cup appeared to waver, and then disappears.

Much to Elmo’s surprise, it did not reappear in the other chamber.

“Don’t worry, Mildred.  Let’s just give it some time.”

An hour later Mildred went storming up the stairs with five cups and six saucers, angry and sad at her loss.

Elmo continued to stare at the second chamber scratching his head and repeating over and over again, “I wonder where it went.”  He was happy that his wife wasn’t there when suddenly he began laughing hysterically, thinking of the cup suddenly appearing someplace quite by surprise and mystifying some unsuspecting person.  He was sure the cup went somewhere as matter.  For if it had been converted to energy, all that would be left of his house and most of the surrounding area would be cinders.

February 10, 2025 at 6:17 pm Leave a comment

MY NEED TO FLY, FINAL PART

                     MY NEED TO FLY, FINAL PART

The thoughts behind the birth of this piece is that my love for aircraft still remains and I read extensively about the subject. My reading includes a great deal of reading about World War II. I had been reading articles about German pilots during that war and could not believe how they could fly for that monster, Hitler. How could they do that? Then I realized they were flying because of their love for flying, not for Hitler. I came to this conclusion upon studying my own experience with flying.

I was learning to fly during the Viet Nam War. And never once considered the merits of that war. A war which many, back then, thought to be unjust. And how history has proved them to be right. But I wanted to learn to fly, and that desire clouded my thoughts about the situation the country was involved in during that period. So, in reality, I came to realize that there is little difference between me and those German pilots. The desire to fly was primary. 

December 16, 2024 at 3:28 pm Leave a comment

THE LEGEND OF FRENCH CREEK, PART V

The Legend

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                                                 French Creek

Two weeks later, we were packing for our camping trip.  Our dog, Millie, appeared to be as excited as we were, seeing her food and toys packed up and taken out to the van.

We set out on the afternoon of Halloween full of anticipation in leaving our daily lives and spending a weekend in the wilderness with our pup.  After finding our campsite, we quickly set up camp and Millie, attached to a long lead, sniffed the forest floor.  That night, seated by a roaring campfire with Joan, my imagination ran wild.  I pictured Druids descending on our campsite, with us captured for their human sacrifices.  Of course, nothing happened.  The entire night passed, uneventful.  My imagination can be a weird place.

The next morning, we planned our first hike with Millie.  The Orange Trail passed behind our tent.  It was an easy trail, ideal for Millie, my wife and me.  After packing lunch, we set out in late morning with Millie taking the lead, full of excitement.  We walked the trail for a little more than two miles when it meandered toward the perimeter of the park.  After another half mile, Millie’s excitement on this adventure changed dramatically.  Our pup began to growl and pull away from the direction we were going, not wanting to continue.  We pulled her along and her growl became a whimper of fear, something we’d never seen her exhibit.  Another fifty feet and there it was.  I was sure it was the site of the minister’s house described by the old man in the store.

As Millie pulled back on her leash, we approached the destroyed structure.  There was a concrete slab about thirty by twenty feet off the trail with charred posts sticking out from points in the foundation.  A rusted bedspring was the only sign of furniture.  A few decaying pipes punctured the concrete slab.  What was unusual was the lack of vegetation surrounding the slab.  No trees had invaded the immediate area.  Only weeds and forest litter marred the land.

 We stood there, with Millie pulling away.  Joan said, “What a curious place out here in the middle of nowhere.  And why is Millie acting so strange?”

I had yet to relate to Joan the story the old man told me.  As we continued on our hike, I told her about the old man’s story.  We both noticed that the farther we walked along the trail, the more Millie returned to her pleasant disposition.

I knew I had to return to these ruins on the summer solstice to investigate.

November 25, 2024 at 1:01 pm Leave a comment

CLEOPATRA’S DAUGHTER, A BOOK REVIEW

CLEOPATRA’S DAUGHTER, A BOOK REVIEW

                                                      BY

                                     JANE DRAYCOTT

The name Cleopatra is well known, but not the name of her daughter, Cleopatra Selene.

This extensively researched memoir of Cleopatra Seline covers the period in the BCEs of the early 30s to the early CEs and follows the life of Cleopatra Selene in Egypt from birth until the suicide of her mother. The young girl was then taken to Rome at around the age of ten where she was a virtual prisoner. Upon entering womanhood, she married Juba and became queen of Mauretania.

What I found remarkable about this book was the amount of detailed history which is known about the era of Cleopatra Selene’s life and the important individuals impacting the time before, during and after. The amount of information available regarding individuals who had a significant role in her life and lineage is, to me, surprising.

Other interesting details covered in this book were that during this period in history incest and murder within royal families were not unusual. To have married brother and sister couples as rulers was often the case. Neither uncommon was the fact that members of families murdered or arranged the murders of other family members.

The book also points out that a great deal of historic detail is gleaned from coins printed during that time of antiquity. Portraits on the coins give some clue to the appearance of significant players during this time.

This book provides a remarkable and thorough review of ancient history rarely explored during the life and era of Cleopatra Selene.

November 4, 2024 at 3:49 pm Leave a comment

WRITER’S FORUM E-BOOKS REVIEWS

                        WEBSITES HELPFUL TO WRITERS

This is a series of posts which, I think, will be beneficial to writers.

But first, I would like to include my usual warning about using websites.

Whenever you check a website you are, in my opinion and I talk from experience, being put on a list for sale. So, expect the possibility of being bombarded by ads from companies you, perhaps, have never heard of and have no interest in.

By the same token, I feel that once you call a business for information you are also put on a list, for sale, of similar companies to the one you have called.

That’s just how it is in today’s society.

I hope you find the information offered in these posts helpful.

Anyone familiar with my blog is aware of the area, Writer’s Forum, which already offers a host of websites important for writers.

Indie Author Project

IndieAuthorProject.com

Helps users of libraries find indie-published books.

Through this website authors can submit e-books directly to local libraries to be reviewed to be reviewed by industry editorial partners such as Library Journal and Publishers Weekly and library’s editorial boards.

This can lead to expanded discovery, marketing and networking.

Offers an archive of webinars with industry experts.

October 8, 2024 at 1:21 pm Leave a comment

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